The
overseers have determined this experiment is a failure and has ordered us to
conclude our research and abandon the project. We are to take the subject into the
lab one last time and attempt to erase all signs of our experiments. It will be
difficult to gain access to the subject since she has been detained in a
medical facility due to her deteriorating health.
Before we
started this experiment I had never understood the wildly varying emotions of
the research subjects. Now, as I am faced with leaving this region and
embarking on the next task I find myself at a loss describing what I am
feeling. Yes, I am feeling. It is a strange to use words to express the
emotions roiling through my being. I actually am feeling a physiological
response to the ideas rumbling through my head. I am afraid my emotions have
caused me to do something rash.
I am not in
the research facility at this time. I have abandoned my work station and am now
in danger of facing termination. I could not carry out the orders form the
overseers in regards to the offspring. My emotional state would not allow me to
destroy the life I have caused to develop.
The order
came in late in my work shift and I barely had time to act before the next
shift came in. I’m sure if I hadn’t have completed the task as the overseers
had ordered me to the next shift would have destroyed the offspring.
He had
developed to the point he would be able to survive outside of the pod on his
own, although he will still need someone to care for him. I cannot leave him in
the care of the overseers for they will surely destroy him. I have disengaged
him from all the connections causing his accelerated development and taken him
from the research center. Although he is physically no more developed than a
child of nine-months of age according to this cultures standards he has been
given all of the knowledge and understanding of a researching in one of our
labs.
He is
completely self-aware and can articulate his understanding of the situation. I
have explained to him, to the best of my ability, the gravity of the situation
and I hope he understands he cannot reveal to this culture his knowledge and
understanding of the world.
I have
managed to disguise myself as one of the research subjects and as long as one
of them does not attempt to gain a close look under the hood I have pulled up
over my head I should be able to hide long enough to accomplish the task I have
set out for myself. Hopefully, I can complete the task and make it back to the
lab before I am discovered. I falsified the records to make it appear I have
destroyed the offspring and am attempting to accomplish the task of retrieving
our test subject for the final experiments. Hopefully this deception will
suffice for an explanation of my absence from the test lab.
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